Losing Myself

I think when it's all over it just comes back in flashes, you know? 

It's like a kaleidoscope of memories... it just all comes back. 

But he never does. 

I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. 

It's not really anything he said, or anything he did...

it was the feeling that came along with it. 

And crazy thing is, I don't know if I'm ever going to feel that way again. But I don't know if I should.

I knew his world moved too fast and burned to bright,

but I just thought, 'How can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?' 

Maybe he knew that when he saw me. 

I guess I just lost my balance. 

I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him. It was losing me.

I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are...

- Taylor Swift

PS: it's a monologue from her song, the last line is an epilogue. i\I don't exactly know the title from this monologue, so I just made that up because I thought that the whole meaning from this monologue was losing ourselves.