Di warkop belakang kosan.

A: Lip mau es nut dong.
B: Rasa apaan?
A: Rasa yg dulu pernah ada.

"And maybe we keep holding back and that's what makes us keep bleeding. And maybe we try crawling forward and that's what heals us."

- Chairunnisa, crawling.

"Hari ini ada aja yg bikin seneng, mau ngeluh jadi ngga bisa."

- Chairunnisa, yg soundtracknya dia hari ini lagunya Pharell Williams - Happy :)

"Ada yang berbahagia dengan di ujung sana terluka,
Ada yang terluka karena di sebrang sana berbahagia." 

- Nuranna Ayu Septyaningrum.

Dunia udah jungkir balik kayaknya.

Hello

Adele's new song "Hello" is playing everywhere. People find that her song is so relatable to their stories. I didn't pay much attention to this song at first, I heard the song once and saw the music video but that's all. I know I should've at least read the lyrics, I mean there must be a reason why people love this song so much.

10 Reasons

Maybe it’s because:

1. you don’t like being alone
2. you longed for the familiarity of your past but you don’t want any of it, you just want the feeling of it.
3. you’re afraid that I can’t stand without you here.
4. you thought that I'd be helpless without you.

"I know that you're happy now, and if you really do, then so do I."

- Chairunnisa.

Artificial Stars

And I see the sky with its stars underneath my feet. They look so close almost feel like I could touch them and feel their heat stung my fingers. But then something snaps the fantasies out of me. 

The sky and all of the stars are not actually stars. They're just lights from moving cars, from bikes, from houses. We make our own artificial stars here on Earth. And distance makes them look like the real ones.

"Ya namanya juga manusia, pasti ada saatnya mereka goyah."

- Chairunnisa, 21 Januari 2015

Through The Screen

Hari ini aku bertemu denganmu. Akhirnya mampu berjumpa dengan sosokmu. Melihat dari sudut yg bukan hanya satu itu. Seolah jarak tak lagi menampakkan wujudnya di hadapanku.

Hari ini aku melihatmu dari layar lebar yg terbentang beberapa meter dari kursi yg kududuki di dalam ruang gelap itu.

Our own universe

Our brains are awesome, it can create some images that even in reality would consider to be impossible. And it can be a strange unknown place sometimes, almost like we have our own universe in there.

Gagal. Lagi. Lagi. Lagi. Lagi. And so on.

Icha mau curhat.
Bodo amat siapa juga yg baca, pokoknya mau curhat.

Kesempatan emang ngga dateng dua kali tapi ketika kesempatan itu datang, terkadang waktu ngga mau bekerja sama dengan dia. Jadi kesempatan itu datang di waktu yg kurang tepat.

Itu yg selalu terjadi sama gue dan Coky. Gue pernah ceritain tentang dia kok.

Kejadian Mistis #2

Ini lanjutan dari yg Kejadian Mistis #1 (iyalahhhh). Yg ini ceritanya tentang pindah rumah.

Jadi rumah lama gue punya gudang di lantai atas, persis disamping kamar pembantu. Nah lantai atas rumah gue ini isinya cuma gudang, kamar pembantu, tempat setrika, sama jemuran. Ada komputer juga di depan kamar pembantu, jadi kalo mau main komputer ya di atas.

Kejadian Mistis #1

Nyokap td cerita tentang kejadian mistis di kamar gue di rumah lama dan pas pindah rumah. Yg di kamar gue kejadiannya pas gue masih sma which means gue masih bobok di kamar itu.

Jadi ceritanya begini...

Tebak-Tebakan

Aku tahu kau masih sering mencoba untuk menebak-nebak isi pikiranku. Bahkan sampai bertarung melawan logika yg berulang kali memasang tanda "dilarang melewati batas ini". Yg lalu tersedu-sedu karena terlalu yakin dengan tebakanmu akan aku. Aku tahu. Aku pun paham. Karena terkadang aku pun begitu dengan orang-orang di sekelilingku.

"Where is the humanity? Is it got lost along the way? Or are we the one to blame for slowly losing it? #prayforhumanity"

- Chairunnisa, 10.32 am

#prayforhumanity

Please read this with open mind :)

"Am not saying it is not sad what happened in Paris, but guess what people, if you want to sympathize with people as a human, you have to do it always, and with everyone, with no preference. Yesterday there were 2 attacks in Lebanon,and they have been barely mentioned, and now everyone lose it for Paris... Not to mention Iraq, Syria, Palestine, many African countries, India, Pakistan.... And many many others. A human is a human despite the location.You don't have to treat people in 1st world countries more differently than people in the 3rd world countries. Let us all be treated with equality. 

Enough with your selective humanity and sympathy. 

A moment of silence.   

#paris #peacefortheworld #prayersforparis #prayersfortheworld"

Written by: @arts_help

Officially JCC

Luna Annisa, S.E.

Nini Agustin Miranti, S.E.

And with these pictures I hereby declare that Aselole and Dageng are officially graduate!! Yeeeaaaayyyy!

JCC wait for us! 

We're coming! 

Insecurity

Percakapan yg terjadi akibat denger beberapa temen udah mulai kerja dan Dini bahkan udah interview dan lagi nunggu hasilnya (semoga hasilnya yg terbaik, aamiin!).

GUE:
"Nyoh gue salah ngga sih nolak tawaran yg dateng ke gue dan malah ngincer yg satu itu?"

LUNA:
"Lho bukannya malah bagus ya lo jadi fokus sama satu tujuan?"

Catastrophe

Aku

Kamu

Bagai dua bintang yang menyatu

Berpagut jadi satu

Bercumbu

"There are always people who will say nasty stuffs about you, so it's up to you either to prove them right or prove them wrong."

- Chairunnisa, let's prove them wrong together! Huhah!

Words of encouragement :')

MOM:
"I see, or perhaps you want to go next year? But you know, chance doesn't come twice. Why don't you give it a try for a year? If you like it you can keep doing it, but if you don't you can come back home."

ME:
"I don't think I can wait any longer for such opportunity like that."

Someone mentioned me in that picture, he said:

"Jangan lupa bahagia."

He's such a great friend. Thank you. And I won't forget to be happy.

3rd June 2015.

PS: He always mentioned me in every picture on Instagram that has sunflower in it. 

He knows me well.

Layang-Layang

Lantas mataku menadah, bertatap muka dengan langit, melihatmu terbang dengan sayapmu yg berkibar-kibar di belakang. Ringan sekali sepertinya tubuhmu ditiup angin hingga mampu terbang tinggi seperti itu.

Bahagia kah kamu di atas sana? Bagaimana pemandangannya? Bagaimana rasanya mencumbu awan? Bagaimana rasanya ketika hujan menimpa tubuhmu terlebih dahulu sebelum terserap ke dalam tanah pertiwi? Bagaimana tidurmu yg lelap disenandung bulan yg hanya sejengkal dari kepalamu?