1 to 28, I'm sorry

The age of 28 has put me through hell, and I don't think the agony is done. This is just the beginning. 

I'm sorry I haven't been able to live the life we wanted. I'm sorry I put us through all of this shit. I'm sorry that we have to feel this way. I'm sorry for burdening those we loved and dragging them into our misery.

I wish none of these would ever happen, but they did. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being so terrible at handling it. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Please forgive me.

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