Rewind the clock

"What do you want your mother to do if you could turn back time?"

I want my mother to find a better man than my father.

She has many dreams, places to go, and things to do, which all go to waste because she married my dad. She could've been this astonishing and marvellous woman surrounded by all the world's most beautiful things. She could've travelled to the other side of the earth and seen the beauty of nature. She could've enjoyed her life. She could've been happier.

Age up, face up, you got this!

Holy shit, we are reaching a new height; I'm officially turning 31 today. Yikes. 

I can't believe we are in this chapter already. Time does not want to slow down, not even a bit. Oh God, wow... I age up. It doesn't feel like it, though. I don't feel it in myself that I'm in my 30s, do you know what I mean? The essence of it is just nonexistence. My whole being is refusing that I am getting old.

Hmpfh...