What do you want?

What do we play here? Me and you. What exactly? Because based on what I see, everything seems like a game to you. Like everything that I feel doesn't even matter to you. So yes, this question is for you to answer.

What do you want? Just tell me what do you really want?

I tried so hard, damn hard to kept myself away from you. I pushed myself to kept my hands away from my phone so I didn't have to ask "how are you today". I kept screaming to myself that I didn't care anymore. And those were just several things that I did. But no matter what I did, you always seem to find your way through and cut me to bleed.

You don't want me yet you're still keeping me close. You said you can't be with me yet you were not going anywhere. You have someone else yet you're still acting no differently. I disappear yet you're the one who's looking for me. I started to move forward yet you're the one who pulled me back in.

So I ask you again, what do you want from me?