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At first I thought this was the right thing to do, and I have some other reasons to back up that thought. I even begged so time can move faster. But when the day is finally come and standing right before me, I take two steps back. I'm in doubt. I'm no longer so sure that this is the right thing to do. The eagerness I felt before turns into thousands upon thousands of question marks I found myself surrounded in.