Internet's Black Hole

You know people sometimes lost in the depth of internet's black hole, which basically just, you know, spent beyond average of time in the internet. Like example, you're watching a video on Youtube, then a little after that you find yourself watching, say, 30 more videos. That's how I described internet's black hole, like you were sucked by its gravity. You get me?

It happened to me yesterday.

I was on my Facebook page which I seldom open because there's a lot of embarrassing stuffs in there, and lots of pictures that makes me cringe every time I saw it. I avoided Facebook as much as possible. Not because I don't like the platform, no, I mean it is a great social media, it has everything you could ask for. But for me, because of those reasons I mentioned above, yeah, I don't want to get anywhere near my Facebook page, and I guarantee you wouldn't want to either. But you can open my Instagram page tho ;)

So I opened my Facebook page, just scrolling here and there, watched few videos, checking those super cringe pictures I took back in high school in its all awkwardness wondering if it's still exist, which sadly yes, because apparently internet keeps everything. Everything. Then my hands brought me to the tiny area of the search box, and began typing my ex boyfriend's name.

Yes, my lovely readers, yes, you did not read this wrong, I did type my ex boyfriend's name in Facebook.

I know whom you guys are guessing, because there are lots of posts in my blog that have stories about him, so I wouldn't be so surprise if it is his name that was popped up in your heads when you guys read "ex boyfriend". But I want to tell you something, don't be so sure. I have other ex boyfriends other than him. Soooooooooo... don't be so sure ;)

I have no idea how I ended up typing his name in that search box, it was completely out of nowhere. And I'm waaaay past the ex girlfriend stereotype mode. You know, the kind who always checking out their ex boyfriends' social media. I gotta be honest, I was that ex girlfriend before, for the first 3 months (and perhaps more, I can't really remember) after the break up. Not proud. But hey, we've all been there, that dark phase after break up.

And there I was, inside his Facebook page.

At first I was just stared at it, do nothing. Contemplating a lot of possible reasons that might be the root of how I ended up checking out his Facebook page. But since those possible reasons were still not quite the exact reason of why I was there (and probably I will never find the exact reason why), I started to scroll down.

In that moment, people, was where I got sucked into internet's black hole.

And the rest are history, which I won't tell because I can't really remember the point where I climbed back up from the internet's black hole.