Have you ever start questioning your whole decisions? A second thought? The certainty you felt before you chose that particular option starting to turn into doubt. And you're wondering whether this is the right decision that can launch your life like a rocket going up to the sky or you are completely throwing your life away instead. These questions are now boiling up quietly inside your head until eventually, you lost the certainty entirely.
20 something is definitely the age when everything is never certain, questions lurking in every corner, and doubts clouding up every decision. At least that's what I feel as 24 years old me. This is the age where you (kind of) know which direction you are going to take your life to, yet you are still questioning it. Not to mention those expectations they put on you, and what kind of outcome in your life that you wish to achieve in the next 5 years (I wish to still breathe by then).
I bet those 30 something, or even 40 something years old people don't exactly have their lives all figure out. I think they are just as confused like us, still wondering about life like us. They are just doing a tremendous job at hiding it (something that 20 something people still have not yet to excel at, but we are getting there). Please 30 something and 40 something people don't come at me.
I wonder, will we ever escape from this uncertainty? Or it will just linger around like a stubborn stain on your shirt that will forever be stuck there? And how do you know that you are making the right decision, and when do you know that you do? Does this count as worrying something that you shouldn't even worry about in the first place? Or I'm just as curious as I always do? Maybe the last one would be the correct answer. Lol.
18th February 2018
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