Words of encouragement :')

MOM:
"I see, or perhaps you want to go next year? But you know, chance doesn't come twice. Why don't you give it a try for a year? If you like it you can keep doing it, but if you don't you can come back home."

ME:
"I don't think I can wait any longer for such opportunity like that."

MOM:
"So go for it, I will support whatever you want."

ME:
"Do you think I'm cut out for the job? I'll miss home like crazy. I'll miss you, I'll miss Abang."

MOM:
"You can go home anytime you want. De, if you already settled there and you need me to accompany you, I will go live with you."

ME:
"What about your job Mom? And Abang? And everything here?

MOM:
"Abang stays here, he doesn't want to go but once in a while he will visit you. And I will find a job there."

ME:
"But what if you get less than what you get now?"

MOM:
"Doesn't matter De, as long as you happy and comfortable."

Who needs a boyfriend when I have her beside me? I was literally crying when I read her messages. And why wouldn't I? She reminds me that I always have a home to come back to, that I always have her who never stop give her best to support whatever I want to do with my life and never judge me whenever I flip the page and making a mess of things.

I love you Mom :')