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Hari senin pas gue sampe kantor, temen gue, Kim, ngasih kabar kalo ternyata gue dan ketiga temen gue dipindahin ke departemen lain. And I was like, "The asdfghjkl?!". Gue kaget. Pangkat sejuta. Eh lebih deh. Karena ini mendadak banget. Ngga ada ancang-ancang, ga ada angin, tapi sering hujan akhir-akhir ini, tau-tau pindah departemen. Jadi gue bukan lagi di departemen finance, tapi di Operation.
There was a lot of confussion lately because of this drastic change. We're like a bunch of baby chicks stranded in a dessert. Not good. I felt the pressure really got to me. Seriusan. Gue ngerasa pressurenya banget, gue nangis malem itu di kamar mandi pas nelepon nyokap buat cerita.
Belom lagi jadwal kerja yg bikin badan gue rontok karena ngerusak sleeping pattern. Ditambah sampe detik ini gue masih ngga ngerti sebenernya ini kantor tuh ngapain, begitu pula sama kerjaan gue. Dan atasan gue sekarang si bule ganteng yg ngomong pake aksen Brittish. Yg ngga pake aksen aja gue masih suka ngga nangkep, apalagi ini. So yeah. Pressurenya kaco banget.
A question slowly come up to the surface regarding all of this,
"Am I still happy?"
It's always a denial at first. Selalu. Karena gue aja ini masih berusaha adaptasi sama departemen finance, eh udah dipindahin lagi aja. Jujur, gue butuh waktu buat memproses semua itu. Gue masih kaget banget tau-tau ada pengumuman kayak gitu. But then I thought, I wasn't the only one who got thrown out to this pond right? This was also happened to the three of my friends. So why the long face? I mean we're all in this shit together. Of course it's scary as hell, this is a new department they just added to the company and we're the pioneers so everything is up to us. But we have each other, we can help each other out.
Jadi yah, walaupun awalnya agak (ngga agak juga sih, lebih kayaknya) keberatan tapi gue jalanin aja. Karena mungkin gue cuma takut akan hal yg gue masih belum tau. Tapi kan gue juga sambil belajar disini, bukan cuma duduk-duduk mainan laptop sambil minum milo anget, jadi nanti lama-lama juga gue pasti terbiasa.
Okelah semangat! Jangan kebanyakan ngeluh ca! Di luar sana masih banyak yg belum dapet kerjaan, ini lo udah dapet kerja, di luar negeri pula. Ayok ah jangan banyakan ngeluh. Semangattt!
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