11.12.2019

On Becoming 26 (eeeekk I'm old!)

Whoa...

I can't believe I've survived all the bad days that happened throughout the year. I once said that "a lot of things can happen within a year", and it did.⁣⁣⁣ I thought nothing spectacular or even surprising will happen. At least I can breathe a sigh of relief or just take a break from all the dark days last year, but boy I was dead wrong.
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I'm not gonna lie 25 was the hardest age for me. So many pits I have to pull myself from, all the lows, goodbyes, and heartbreaks (this happens every year apparently, when will it stop? *sob*). And perhaps 26 won't be any difference if not harder.⁣⁣⁣

I am still not ready to get older to be completely honest, I mean who does? Because everything gets scarier as you get older, and people tend to be so fussy about certain things that they think people age 26 should be, such as: married or at least having a serious relationship, a settled income, get a promotion at work, bla bla bla. It's annoying.
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I still have no idea how everything would end up, how to keep my life together, or even figure out life, but I guess no one does. So I'm still looking forward to what life would bring tomorrow and hoping for the strength to stand all the harder days to come.
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Whew... what a year.⁣⁣⁣

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