Kesialan adalah menjadi kita berdua

Pernahkah terpikir olehmu betapa sialnya menjadi kita berdua? Dua entitas yang ada hanya untuk ada, bukan untuk melengkapi satu sama lain.

Seperti dua kereta yang berjalan di atas rel yang bersisian, bersamaan tapi tak pernah bersinggungan. Hanya saling memberi lampu sinyal, berteriak dalam diam bahwa masing-masing ini ada. Tahu jika kau ada, dan aku ada hanya dari kilasan bayang yang tercipta ketika kita melintas.

Analogy

Kita itu benang kusut
Kalut yg terus dirajut
Saling menghimpit
Saling lilit
Ruang gerak jadi sedikit
Ingin bernapas pun sulit
Kita... Rumit

How Two People Meet

Something that is still amazed yet confused me is how two people meet each other. For the most case that I have heard, it was super random and out of nowhere. Like you met someone in an unexpected place and at an unexpected time. But it happened anyway.

I have three of those random meetings. Each has its own randomness.

The Inevitable

They say that our lives have been written in the stars a long time ago, where the concept of time hasn't even existed yet. They say everything has been set in motion, they called it "Fate". They also say fate is somewhere you are meant to be in, something you are meant to have, someone that you are meant to be with. It's something that inevitably will happen in the end.

SURPRISED!!!

Actually I've been meaning to tell you guys about this shocking news (not really), but I wanted to make it as a surprise. Well, honestly, there are few things that I took as a consideration to when can I spread this news (again, not really a news). And the time has come (with suspense music in the background).

So I am happy to share with you guys that I'm back in Indonesia. For good!!

"A voice that says, I'll be here and you'll be alright."

- La La Land

Everything Matters

Sometimes we forget the small things and focusing too much on the big stuff. Small things are just as important, and we often took it for granted.

Take oxygen, for example.

Hari Itu

coba kamu lihat di sana
garis antara ujung samudera dan tepi langit
bercumbuan ketika hari melengkap
menggurat lembayung di angkasa
sewarna yang sekarang ada di kedua pipimu
saat kugenggam sebelah tanganmu
dan senja tak pernah seindah senyummu hari itu

Being a 20 something

Have you ever start questioning your whole decisions? A second thought? The certainty you felt before you chose that particular option starting to turn into doubt. And you're wondering whether this is the right decision that can launch your life like a rocket going up to the sky or you are completely throwing your life away instead. These questions are now boiling up quietly inside your head until eventually, you lost the certainty entirely.

"Once again you make me believe that "if you can dream it, you can achieve it" quote, is true."

- Ari.

Njir terharu banget gue dibilang sebagai salah satu contoh nyata gitu. So, it's clear now right? If someone like me can make it, then so do you! :)