It was finally over

I guess I've always known that it's really what was happened, but I wasn't quite sure, so I brushed it off and just continue living. And turns out, I was right. If my intuition could go to school, it would definitely be a valedictorian by the end of the year. For sure.

I thought when the truth finally revealed itself, it will still hurt me like it always used to. I was so prepared for that pain I know so well. Surprisingly, the pain never came. I didn't feel it anymore. It was just gone, not exist anymore.

And at that moment, I felt... Free.

For the first time in God knows how many years, I felt free. It was like climbing out of a dark pit. I can finally breathe peacefully without having to worry about the chains on both of my feet because they're gone now.

And I couldn't even believe how blind I was. But everything seems clear now, the circle has repeated itself in what seems to be a pattern. But whatever, it's in the past anyway.

I'm just glad that it was finally over.

6th May 2018