Solitude Moment

I like being alone, having a moment of my own without disturbed by people. Sometimes when I have so many thoughts in my head and it starts to get in the way for me to keep thinking straight or when I don't even know what to say to my own self, I'll find a place outside the house for me to sit down and plug in. I could sit there for hours doing nothing but sit down and blankly stare to anything in front of me.

Hari ini kayaknya semesta berkonspirasi banget bikin gue senyum. Pertama, pas lagi di clubhouse nunggu dijemput eh tetiba dateng kakek-kakek yg belajar juggling disitu. Beliau lucu banget. Kedua, lagi nunggu temen dateng di Family Mart di taman dan di meja samping gue ada Om yg lagi mainan ukulele terus ngga lama dia nyanyi dan suara sama permainan ukulelenya empuk banget. Jadi makin kepengen belajar ukulele.

Gimana ngga senyum coba kan?
:)

Ayala Triangle Gardens,

01.26 pm | 27th March 2016

Awan, Bintang, Pujangga

Seorang pujangga duduk memandangi langit malam kala itu. Dipangkuannya sudah tersusun rapi selembar kertas putih dengan arang hitam disampingnya, menuggu buah pikiran matang di dalam otaknya. Langit tak begitu cerah, bintang-bintang tersembunyi tertutup awan. Dengan sabar sang pujangga menunggu awan menyingkir, memberi jalan untuk cahaya bintang menyentuh dahinya. Namun awan tak kunjung pergi. Jengah, sang pujangga memanggil sang awan.

"Different people get tested in different ways. Allah is Just, He will only try you with what you can bear."

- Ustadh Yahya Rhodus

Be strong ca, the road will only get tougher. If you think this is hard, imagine what you have to face tomorrow, it'll be way harder than today. So please be strong, be patient, and keep praying to Him.

Nightmare

You asked a dream about green hills, flowers, trees, and all that beautiful things. But instead, you got horror. All the opposite of what you've asked for. It was so vivid it made yourself believe that it wasn't a dream at all. You trapped in that nightmare, for a moment you couldn't escape from it.

Maya Tak Bernyawa

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There's Still Hope

The world is the cruelest place, full of cynical people happy to toss you off the cliff. It is. But when there's yin, there's always yang. Once again, universe had shown me that this world we're live in is not as bad as I think it is.

"Tempat Sampah"

Lu inget kan cerita pait gue sama mantan?

Iya inget ri, inget binggoooo

Disitu kadang gue ngerasa kaya tempat sampah
Kalo mau buang sampah dia inget gue
Kalo lagi makan enak, deket-deket gue ga mau

Truthfulness

Truthfulness is the key to healing. Quickly and completely. Being honest and open with yourself and Allah about everything. This means being honest about your sins. Facing them and begging Allah for forgiveness. And then doing what’s necessary to make amends for any missed obligations.

"That could just be a plane heading home." 

- me everytime when I see one.