Nightmare

You asked a dream about green hills, flowers, trees, and all that beautiful things. But instead, you got horror. All the opposite of what you've asked for. It was so vivid it made yourself believe that it wasn't a dream at all. You trapped in that nightmare, for a moment you couldn't escape from it.

And by the grace of God, He woken you up. But the nightmare still haunted you, eventhough you already awake you still can saw all of the horrors in the back of your mind. You were so afraid to go back to sleep again because you scared that the nightmare will continue its episodes. So you just lay there, telling yourself that it wasn't real for hundred times. 

Then one thought came up to the surface "Maybe the nightmare was always there all along, in the deepest part of my brain where all the darkest fears alive. Maybe it wasn't nightmare after all, maybe it was one of the unspoken fear of mine."

On the bed, hugging pillow tight,

5.47 am | 26th March 2016