Solitude Moment

I like being alone, having a moment of my own without disturbed by people. Sometimes when I have so many thoughts in my head and it starts to get in the way for me to keep thinking straight or when I don't even know what to say to my own self, I'll find a place outside the house for me to sit down and plug in. I could sit there for hours doing nothing but sit down and blankly stare to anything in front of me.

Hari ini kayaknya semesta berkonspirasi banget bikin gue senyum. Pertama, pas lagi di clubhouse nunggu dijemput eh tetiba dateng kakek-kakek yg belajar juggling disitu. Beliau lucu banget. Kedua, lagi nunggu temen dateng di Family Mart di taman dan di meja samping gue ada Om yg lagi mainan ukulele terus ngga lama dia nyanyi dan suara sama permainan ukulelenya empuk banget. Jadi makin kepengen belajar ukulele.

Gimana ngga senyum coba kan?
:)

Ayala Triangle Gardens,

01.26 pm | 27th March 2016

Awan, Bintang, Pujangga

Seorang pujangga duduk memandangi langit malam kala itu. Dipangkuannya sudah tersusun rapi selembar kertas putih dengan arang hitam disampingnya, menuggu buah pikiran matang di dalam otaknya. Langit tak begitu cerah, bintang-bintang tersembunyi tertutup awan. Dengan sabar sang pujangga menunggu awan menyingkir, memberi jalan untuk cahaya bintang menyentuh dahinya. Namun awan tak kunjung pergi. Jengah, sang pujangga memanggil sang awan.

"Different people get tested in different ways. Allah is Just, He will only try you with what you can bear."

- Ustadh Yahya Rhodus

Be strong ca, the road will only get tougher. If you think this is hard, imagine what you have to face tomorrow, it'll be way harder than today. So please be strong, be patient, and keep praying to Him.

Nightmare

You asked a dream about green hills, flowers, trees, and all that beautiful things. But instead, you got horror. All the opposite of what you've asked for. It was so vivid it made yourself believe that it wasn't a dream at all. You trapped in that nightmare, for a moment you couldn't escape from it.

Maya Tak Bernyawa

Lantas kau robek halaman-halamannya
Meruntuhkan segala cerita yang tertuang di sana
Melenyapkan angan yang masih hangat bercengkrama

There's Still Hope

The world is the cruelest place, full of cynical people happy to toss you off the cliff. It is. But when there's yin, there's always yang. Once again, universe had shown me that this world we're live in is not as bad as I think it is.

"Tempat Sampah"

Lu inget kan cerita pait gue sama mantan?

Iya inget ri, inget binggoooo

Disitu kadang gue ngerasa kaya tempat sampah
Kalo mau buang sampah dia inget gue
Kalo lagi makan enak, deket-deket gue ga mau

Truthfulness

Truthfulness is the key to healing. Quickly and completely. Being honest and open with yourself and Allah about everything. This means being honest about your sins. Facing them and begging Allah for forgiveness. And then doing what’s necessary to make amends for any missed obligations.

"That could just be a plane heading home." 

- me everytime when I see one.

Tell me moon, how's everything back home? Is everything alright? Anything exciting? How's home? How's the trees? How's the road? How's the city? Tell me everything, will you?

"Allah knows when you’re trying and the only thing that counts on the day of judgment is sincerely being able to say to Him: 

"I tried my best.""

- Shaykh Omar Suleiman

Paper Airplane

I used to love seeing plane flying above my head. I could run after them bursted into joy and wave at them because I thought they could see me and waving back at me. That before I took a plane, and turns out you can't see people from up there because they are way too far for eyes to see and they can't see you either. Basically you can't see anything but clouds. So I pretty much wasted my time doing lots of waving at them hahahaha.

Goyah

Godaan itu wujudnya macem-macem.

Ada yg wujudnya makanan buat yg lagi diet. Ada yg wujudnya barang-barang yg minta banget dibeli buat yg lagi irit. Ada yg wujudnya mantan buat yg lagi move on. Ada yg wujudnya cewek/cowok yg bikin penasaran buat yg lagi jenuh sama pacarnya. Ada yg wujudnya es teh manis atau es kelapa muda buat yg lagi puasa. Ada yg wujudnya sendal jepit bagus di mesjid buat yg sendal jepitnya udah buluk.

Jangan semena-mena.
Ini hati, bukan panggung komedi.
Aku tak sebercanda itu.

Apartment,

9.20 pm | 5th March 2016

Dear Future Children

I promise to my future children:

1. I will not use harsh words on you even if you still don't understand the meaning or when you already understand it;
2. When I'm mad at you, I will never lay any of my fingers on you;
3. I will love you all my life and soul;

"Jadi sebenernya alesannya tuh apasih ca?

1. Untuk sebuah pembuktian?
2. Sebagai alat pelarian?
3. Atau sebuah misi penyelamatan?"

- and up until this very second, I don't have the answer for the question I've been asking myself about.

Wishful Thinking

I envy the birds. They're not bound by the ground. They can go as far as they want, go to the furthest side of the Earth. They can fly as high as they want, they can touch the clouds. And if they want, they still can fly up beyond that. They spend their life to live up there, in the sky. Gravity has given them its blessing.

"Hearing and listening are two different things. People always want to hear, but only few who actually want to listen."

- Chairunnisa
8.35 pm | 4 Desember 2013